Below are the 19 most recent journal entries recorded in doorey's LiveJournal:

Tuesday, May 10th, 2005
11:23 pm	hello, and then goodbye hi everyone.i love reading all your livejournal accounts but i never have time to write my own, and so i just feel very nosy.and so im going to get rid of my lj before it takes up any more of my revision time!m sure il be back.hello to you all, especially the ones i dont see very often.hope youre all ok and that i see you soon.lots of love, doorey x (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, April 17th, 2005
3:05 pm	hi everyone.its sunday today and i have nothing to do.suprisingly enoguh yesterday was saturday, and i had much fun.but i should start at the beginning.i got back from sri lanka on the last monday of the holidays.i was very burnt, because it is hot in sri lanka. there are lots of elephants.when i learn how livejournal works i will show you all some pictures of them. well when i got home daniel came round, and i was all burnt and disgusting, but he pretended not to mind too much.i then went to london...pretty much a day later.i had a wicked time, ruined only by the fact that pirate had got me backstage tickets for the doves on the wednesday night and i was away so i couldnt go, and the doves laughed at him for having an imaginary girlfriend.it was all ok in the end though.i got some lovely stuff and we went around art galleries enjoying ourselves.went to hombre de bahia on wed night and had a great time. i finally got back on thursday night quite late on, but there was no stopping me!on friday daniel took me out for dinner, and it was lovely.we went to the pub afterwards to meet his friends.they were crazy.we spent saturday watching the royal wedding in bed and then band practise.i went out and saw jam and everyone on sat night which was nice because i hadnt seen them for ages.jam went awol at about half ten...not good!sunday was a chilled day, and i cant actually remember what i did.this week i went back to school and it wsas complete gash because i hadnt done any work.i still havent really.dan came round on the tuesday, wednesday night i did something...cant remember what!thursday was airport at paparazzi again (NIC WE HAVE TO GO TOGETHER!)and friday daniel stayed, which rounds us back to saturday.saturday was si kellys and i had a well good time.apparently kieran was supposed to be there but i didnt see him.he hasnt spoken to me for weeks.me and martin found a twenty bag under the sofa cover so we took it.i went completely west and my parents were laughing at me.today is sunday and i have a driving lesson now.see you all soon, i dont like caci anymore so i miss everyone i usually see in there.lots of love, al. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, March 21st, 2005
6:22 pm	pirate dan is coming over tomorrow.we went to see constantine on friday and he bought me the most beautiful flowers.were also going to elissas on wed night and paparazzi on thursday.i just ate the fucking rankest pasta ever. (Comment on this)
Monday, March 14th, 2005
5:15 pm	im taking time off from coursework to write to say hello to everyone on livejournal, the fact that i know most of you kindof defeats that!well i had a brilliant weekend.friday was a good old culcheth rave/18th, it wasnt really a rave at all but we had a good time.jamsey got the fear so badly.hes put a disgusting picture of me on his myspace. on saturday i went to a party as a pirate called pirate video. there were only a few poeple there i didnt know form school, and one of them was a pirate, so i went and spoke to him. turns out his grandma lives across the road from me, and he knows lots about me already. we had a good chat, i like meeting new people.well, not that he was as new as all that.so the free bar was a result, then pam came to pick me up because i was tired of being a pirate. the pool is well underway, with the foundations all in and done. the pool should be here next week.im going to leeds uni, i got a place on the senate placement course.hob also go a music place and i was very pleased for him. its going to be fantastic although i was so upset that i wouldnt be with my best friend in the world nicky for uni.on sunday i was having a good day, up to the point where it went a bit badly in a particular phonecall. isnt it funny how when you look back on your life you only remeber the bad bits. hello to nic unsworth. goodnight vienna. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 18th, 2005
4:37 pm	subtle pornography photo subject of the week, reflection. today i discovered something. there is truth behind ;if you have nothing good to say, dont say anything.audible.its true, theres nothing worse than people being audibly horrible about you, i kow some people know how i feel because they have offered sympathy. but i dont need sympathy!i need a confrontation. to be honest, itd be easy.asking people why they are such idiots is a brillinat conversation killer. how is everyone.isnt the weather lovely.dont more people talk to you on the new msn if you put an interesting picture up.i wrote six essays today, and my hand is pretty much bleeding.fucking mocks.hello!kieran is turning down a haircut, as usual.he has been attempting to get it cut for six months now.i bloody hope the bill's on tonight. (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 11th, 2005
6:34 pm	hello everyone.i went back to school for three days and now im off again.i hope that satisfies you all. i have to learn politics though. i still get to wake up just in time for trisha, so thats ok.as nik has jsut put it, i am a new door.the quitting smoking has worked really well.although i spoke to hob about it for about two hours solid the other night. im doing a run for charity too. my parents thought this was SO funny.photography has reached mass production.soon hoping to get out to do a shoot, if i pass my driving test (which is soon and i wont pass anyway, but more people will be able to go on the famed culcheth brigade treks if i do..book now to avoid disappointment).the trek wasnt successful for me on saturday. 1.i didnt go, and 2. jamsey was a snide fuck. but we overcame that, it was a small misunderstanding.i reccommend early retirement to everyone also. it fucking beats working.me and nik are going to the north pole. this is for real, i want to go. although this could change to iceland, as it costs 15000 to go to the 'pole.this is no emo keyboard bashing figure, eg. 142458903459. this is real.you could buy like a million penguins for that, and a snow blower and have your own fucking pole for that.dex and murph could be the reindeer, and the chickens extras.so, quit smoking because its the right thing to do, unless you want to die.and go to the pole with me.anyone think of any other interesting places i can go?no european destinations, thankyou, and not russia. they hate jews there, nik says.looks like easyjets all sold out on that one then doesnt it!also this wknd im going to see my maths teacher in concert.what a fucking legend. bye x (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 4th, 2005
6:24 pm	by the way by the way, i think kierans camera is great. i have nothing against him. please exucse me for sounding so mean about it.spider on my hand RIGHT THIS MINUTE! (Comment on this)
6:17 pm	new year i feel better today.i feel like its new year now, beacuse it hasnt been in our house for the past few days. has anyone ever found that mental unhappiness makes you physically ill?or maybe that's just new year..i hope everyone had a good one.apart from fighting with kieran its going ok at the moment.unfortunately i dont have a £1000 camera to take my mind off things, so instead im doing absolutely loads of work.which i dont know why im doing, i only need bs now anyway.thank god for early retirement.back to school tomorrow, and there was i thinking it could have got some worse!the best things that have happened to me this holiday... 1. cleaning coke off jona's mirror for the most coked people ive ever seen 2. rock world of course 3. the lowry on christmas eve, and church. 4. the pub on christmas day...how did we get there without shoes? 5. buying a new camera, for a modest £80 and starting a course 6. having good parents for the last few days 7. havin a chill. everyone, you are great. last year i managed to meet some amazing people, many at priestley. i hope youre not caught up in this thing kieran has said you are all spreading about me, i trust everyone is smarter than that.good luck this year and bye bye x (Comment on this)
Monday, January 3rd, 2005
4:37 pm	title i fucking hate everything this week. i hate new year, i hate having to not eat things so i can get up and get out of the house without thinking 'shit, look at those people laughing at me' and i hate whatever else you can think of, which will probably result in a long chain of hilarious comments such as 'surely you dont hate bread/penguins etc etc that i will hate too.have you ever felt youre at the bottom and no way youre coming back up?there.suitably warned. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, December 30th, 2004
10:18 am	ive nothing intersting or vaulable to say, but judging by the spec of livejournal thats basically the idea.im waiting for my cambridge letter, and that is all i will be focusing on.also next week, i enter early retirement.al. (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 26th, 2004
1:20 pm	christmas spirits hello everyone, i hope you all enjoyed xmas.i particularly enjoyed the bit where we went to church and actually celebrated CHRISTmas, as opposed to just getting presents. have a good holiday xxx (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 12th, 2004
12:29 pm	im going home hello all.im at niks house because he has just come home from university (jealous).last night we attempted to go out but it was a bit unsuccessful so we came home and watched daylight instead with sylvester stallone.it was amazing, if a little unbelieveable.niks off to chanukah funday now so i have to get the bus NO TRAINS!to warrington YEY.its the TRU xmas party today, but a party at a mental unit didnt really appeal to me so i might just do some work instead.this week im going to a party dressed as a nurse, im having second thoughts about going (there will of course be other people there dressed as things, im not just doing it for comedy value)what do you think.its looking like cacis next wknd i feel.or maybe staying in because i have to buy xmas presents. i cnt remember xmas being so expensive before now!ah well.its all about the giving,apparently.im working nearly every night this week in topshop so come see me.loads of people came in yesterday, it made my day.apart from a few, who i like not.this weeks shaping up to be a good'un everyone, its the end of college and the holidays and xmas and if youre not christian or y'know, just slyly sharing our festival, its two weeks off from the worst place on earth.im going to trek home now so il see you in a weeks time. (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 9th, 2004
9:22 pm	my fingers are cold i had a good parents evening tonight.i dont think ive ever had a bad one.i behave in school because i have no friends to distract me and i love my teachers and subjects..not really the volume of work though.a girl told me she was going to kill herslf today.she said she was going to walk under a bus.the priory came to pick her upas she lives there.tonight i am annoyed as k has a free house wknd and my mum wont let me take advantage of it.nik is on his way home at the moment.he had his first xmas dinner last night, being a jew and all it was a good experience for him.i have my piano exam tomoro and i think i will fail.i have my driving test booked also, and i found my xmas presents.i rooted through a few of them but i think i will leave the other ones because what's Christmas without fights and suprises.all be glad you do not go to private school.its the most stressful thing ever in the world, i swear no one else understands the hell my school is.maybe also because the people arent nice.i watched the kennedys get shot today in politics.my mum told me at Grinch while i was eating my nice pizza that you can see his brains (JFKs) go all over his wife on thr tape.i must have missed that.im in a bad mood this week.my mum apologised to my teachers on my behalffor my crazy behaviour.i had a whole pizza tonight and i felt ill, but it was ok because i only had crackers for lunch.ive plsyed the piano for three and a half hours so far today and im having the day off tomoro to do it.my crazy fingers like this not at all and have gone blue in protest at the amount of work they are doing.soon it will be the holidays and i will be able to see kieran as much as i like, i will lie through my teeth to do it which shudnt be the way but im sure everyone else can relate to parents being stupid about things.tomorrow the stairs are coming and on sunday the sofa is coming, soon i will have a nice house with heating and everything!im having wierd dreams at the moment about jamseys brother being jona in a jamseys brother suit...its very werid but we have to keep it secret from jamsey otherwise he will die.i told you it was a strange dream.bye for now, my fingers are on strike. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 7th, 2004
8:24 pm	what i have done since i last wrote. well, its been an eventful bit of a week.after the excitement of bangin' cambridge i came home to half a house (soon to be a full house if my mam doesnt hang the plumber for being the slowest human being on earth)and had a pretty slow friday.i watched U2 on Johnathan Ross but had to turn it off when the rest of the band started to applaud Bono. I quite like original U2 material, and i think Bono is just becoming the biggest musical sellout of all time. I mean who wears sunglasses.INDOORS.IN DECEMBER.ON TV.well; party, in cacis, apart from that last bit, but who else!Saturday was more productive.i had a driving lesson and Ive booked my test for soon so maybe i will be able to drive (for real) yknow, within the next year or so. Then i went to work, where I always manage to feel overweight and underdressed, zand thats jsut compared to Liam and Luke (look at lukes myspace picture through mine if you get chance and you'll understand).apres le travailler je suis tout suite chez kieran. id missed kieran quite a bit seeing as it had been a little while since we'd seen eachother, although we have had our differences. turns out distance is a good relationship device, we got on better than we ever had done and had an amazing time.and now he works at B&Q!crazy.well i left k's and went (by barbmobile) to the 'hart, and went back 5to kates house with her 'friend' matt, who to be honest guys, is not really jsut her friend!i will not complicate matters further.anyway, that was pretty good because i never stay at girls houses and it was weird beacuse of that but turns out its no different than guys houses, apart from the bed smells a bit fresher (kieran you dont count, you have slaves).So then i came home on sunday to paint walls.soon my house will be ok again, and my dogs will be happy. at the moment they are sad, and are putting on weight in protest. monday was awesome, i got a lift to college (which is great if you live in warrington) and i had a bagel on the way there which i regretted eating. anyway, due to some miscalculation by ma mere, got to school at about eleven and she took the small dyslexic one shopping ( well she has to learn how to spend her future husbands money seeing as shes vowed never tyo get a job)the rest of the day was absolute rubbish, i hate school. but the evening picked up pretty much, went to the pub with harrison and her nice friend Scott and went to see the prodigy, pretty awesome id say.then went to school today and was sad because i dont talk to anyone.well ,what can you do.piano exam on friday, and I will fail its not even a question!have a good rest of the week everyone x (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, December 3rd, 2004
9:14 pm	back from wonderful cambridge!well it was nice.and i think it went well.but im not going to tempt fate or be egotistical about it, not to anyone!it was kinda nice though, because loads of people that i didnt evn think knew me properly tx to say good luck when i woke up in my nice little hotel!the questions were very difficult, and i was probably doing that thing i do with my necklace where it looks like im strangling myself when i talk to peopel the WHOLE time.we had a nice laugh though, and the guy who went in before me was gorgeous. sorry to anyone whos offended by that but seriusly, universally gorgeous. everyone waslks round cambridge in gowns and suits.seriously you think im joking i know but they do. they have lectures in gowns.not in my college JUST IMAGINE me in a gown..thatd mean NOT trousers!work tomorrow, which i am looking forward to.bought half the shop on friday!i love their clothes, i think it might be the colours.picked my camera too, its nice.i just wrote the stupidest about me bit on livejournal, so sorry everyone hu thought it was going to be anything decent!i ahve a piano exam next week which i will fail.nik is coming home no friday.tonight he has gone out dressed as jesus. his orthodox jew mum commented 'very appropriate, going out dressed as jesus on a friday night round pubs' which i thought was very funny.nics jsut told me about her gay flatmate (ex flatmate sorry) having loud sex.come on guys. hold up the good gay name for everyone please.jamsey was supposed to come round at five...and hes still not here!they must have a photocopier in the white hart now mustnt they!ah. he means well. he will be here soon (she says). ive got a wireless keyboad and mouse..and do they work?do they fuck!anyway, i hope to see everyone out at the weekend, even though i dont know what the hell im doing. im home (hi kate im home btw!) but i ahve no money and my mums away and elrond rules with an iron fist so i doubt il be giong anywhere!how great for me!well i could do with the piano practise....two of my chicks died yesterday also. i wont go into it but it was awful, the most distressing thing ive ever seen.one of the builders had to break one of their necks.i stood and looked at the horses, and i cried.it made me think, out of all the stuipd annoying sad stressful things that have happened recently, that was the worst.every one of you is laughing about me and my chicken craziness now i know it but the weird thing was, i held that chick's egg as it hatched, i fed them and looked after them, and fuck the fact that ive raised like ten now, one still really gets to you. and next week everyone, how jamsey fucked me off to go do coke!night all. (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 30th, 2004
5:26 pm	school and the works.and being lonely today i felt quite lonely.i dont like school as i dont like girls and there are only girls.and they are not indie.in fact i dont think they get indie.im going to the prodigy on monday with one of them, the one that i kindof got to be friends with but now our friendship is reduced to going for a cig and talking about her life occasionally.its xmas soon, well nearly.that means all sorts of really sterssful things, like its nearly my piano exam and driving test and buying things for people with the money i dont have and going out on the money i dont have and not having anyone to go home with. i know i have friends, i just worry about them.because friends are a new thing to me really.soon im goign to a party dressed as a nurse, but im so worried that the pepel having the party are having me on im taking another outfit and wearing it underneath..thats actually the extent of my paranoia!not spoken to k properly recently, not like PROPERLY.last night i was very distracted with thinking about atuff and i have nothing interesting to say that would make anyone think 'oh yeah, that was a good converstion'.soon it will be the holiday and i will be able to hide in my room, which willbe finished by then, wardrobe and curtains and everything, and do some work and chill.goign to topshop tomorow at about lunctime because i dont want to stay in stupid school to buy my xmas presents. my sister is coming too.she will pick basically everything that i pick, in a smaller size for her, because she has no thought of her own. nik comes home next friday which i am looking forward to, and were ahving a greenday weekend in january. we arent buying eachother anything for xmas beacuse we are both poor!i am poor guys.im buying my very clsoest people presents and the rest of you will get nice cards ok.not to say that you are not close, i jsut have no money.im getting a camera, which iwll be amazing. i have hinted at (well actually mum hinted at) and SLR which im buying myself.my sister won an ipod so now i have one odf those, because she cant understand the instructions to work it HA!wel as many of you know i am sat on the floor in my cold conservatory, because there isnt much of the rest of the house left, so dont be offended if i dont invite you round..we would basically have to stand in the garden! what is my current mood.lonely i think, and confused.waiting for something.iv ranted on selfishly enough!au revior for now, ill probably be back on friday night with some rant about how bad cambridge was. x (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 24th, 2004
6:38 pm	this week, cambridge and an assorted rant. hello dears, i am reeeaaally not bothered about my cambridge interview next wk.id far rather just get drunk, which i will do, on saturday. i hope to see you all in caci.thats all of you!its been a weird and lonely week, mainly because i hate school and the people in it!well i hope you are all in a better frame of mind than i. iv not seen k for a little while so i miss him,i hope hes feeling a little better.im going now, to culcheth!for the first time in a long time!ah,back in the day....bye bye everyone x (Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 16th, 2004
9:21 pm	fashionshowitis i ahve fashionshowitis. it has made me poorly! and i am filming ks media video tomoro, and im a tramp. appearance not going to be that much of a prob! but then i hav to go into work to buy my uniform, and i cant go into topshop dressed as a tramp can i really.theyd sack me for not being indie enuff!well, thats all.aurevior x love u kk (Comment on this)
Monday, November 15th, 2004
8:06 pm	1st time so. livejournal eh. well my paper diaries got lost in my house when they painted it, so i suppose this is a better way of doing it.today i went to college (Withington)to sort out the fashion show and stuff.i thought being in charge of it wud be amazing. turns out its the worst thing ever and results in me copletely neglecting my friends, family and dear kieran.i am well moody all the time. but its only because i have twenty people going WHERES THIS WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH THAT WHERE ARE THE MODELS WHEN ARE WE GOING TO DO THIS NUMBER HOW LONG LEFT IN SECONDS TIL XMAS etc. this is weird, as i am writing to no one as i currently ahve no friends.ah. now i have kate!hello.so yeah.the show sold out today straight away, we made over a grand.and tha aftershows nearly sold out. so i have to go hang round with posh people for three hours until iv said hello to everyone.should be a larf.anyway.anyway. enough of this!i need to have tea which is probably something to do with pasta, feed the puppy and ring kieran to tell him i love him. this is very odd but i bet its addictive.well, at least im not spending money for a change. (2 Comments |Comment on this)